Well it has been awhile. I have been busy doing life....interesting. I come from a place of what's next? I feel like I have been in this place for awhile, trying to talk myself into just being right here. Needing to know the how, the when, the time frame, blah blah blah. So exhausting. The Universe, God, Source, can not take you there when you are so caught up in the HOW! Why is it so hard for us to trust that it is already done. Staying present, really just enjoying what is in front of us.

You all know my boys are pretty enlightened, well I was having a conversation with Nolin the other night. He was sharing with me just this topic and telling me how he does it. Sigh....He said he has his "big picture" his future reality, I like that, and their are stairs leading to it. he tackles one stair at a time, each day is a stair. Wow. My son. He said mom you taught me this. I looked at him and paused. He said, why is it so hard for you? Holy cow.

God gives us gifts everyday, everywhere, in all corners. Sometimes those little nuggets are under our nose, but we are so busy trying to figure out the How, when where and why we can miss out. Don't sweat the small stuff. Take a moment to sit with someone who is right in front of you everyday and really listen to their heart, ask them questions, share stories, just be present. Until next time (It wont be so long, lol) Much love. Have a safe Halloween everyone!!